jus replied sook yee's e mail. tho we're not close, amazing i stil talk to her. usually i nvr bother you noe? wit frens.. ok tht sounds horrible. i mean i don usually keep in touch wit them la. jus not me to do it. mayb i got it from my mum. but thts no excuse. well its good tht i'm tryin now to at least talk to ppl. mayb i'll turn out to be a recluse, unsociable person. what happened to me i wonder? i noe when i was a kid many ppl liked me. well in my mind. i had plenty of frens. very friendly and a lot of adults liked me. it looked like i had good potential. i guess thts gone now. i'm not braggin, im jus sayin what i was like. mayb cos of tht thinkin oso i end up a bit snobbish. major turnoff yea...

i'm sorry tht i didn catch them up too you noe. its not good to leave your friends behind. but ppl change, you change, i change. how friendly are friends anyway? i guess a definition of a true friend is one who always helps you out when its good for you, scolds you for doing the wrong things but sticks by you no matter what and best of all, the minute a true fren steps into your door, he or she heads straight to your fridge and grabs a beer. hmm... seems like i don fulfill my own requirements. but true friends are hard to come by. a true friend of someone may not be a good friend of another.

out of my resolutions, i stil havn accomplished:
1) cleaning my room
2) putting my essays into the comp
3) exercised enough
4) studied

well at least i did some right? i practiced piano, did some of the character descriptions. oh and i did my future house floor plan. haha! i wanted to design my house on impulse after readin haven magazine. but i only finished the floor plan. oh well. december hols shud be enough for tht.