giving everyday my best shot
Sunday, January 27, 2:24:00 am
the SEARCH

i'm looking for something
that starts with an 'L'
its not a lion
not even a log
intangible
incomprehensible
oh! the things it'll make you do!

i think there's an 'O'
right next to it
its what people
sing about,
talk about,
write about
and always
always keep searching for

with a 'V' in sight
when the time is right
for that one special night
we'll dance till dusk is day
but until then
the elusive creature
will keep me searching
waiting

finally the 'E'
its the last letter
when the search is ended
for those who've been blessed
its just so much bliss
no wonder they utter
"I'm in seventh heaven"
(but beware of the big 'Divorce')

to end on a gay note
we'll just say this is crappy
and hope to find one day
the L_O_V_E
that has been promised
unblemished, polished
shared, cherished
come what may
Friday, January 18, 11:36:00 pm
COLLEGE

college makes me static. and here i was thinkin tht i'd be alive and active. oh well, must believe i can make things happen.
yes, i'm annoyingly optimistic. the reason? because pessimism doesn get you anywhere.

into the 2nd wk of college. still gettin used to the longer hrs and unfamiliar faces. but its been cool so far. met a lot of people and made some connections. strangely, i don miss my old skul. maybe cos i lyk new surroundings. or not.


right, happenings:
-doing devotion everyday!
-am wanting to join student council, but prob not running for president.
-homework due if i want to go to NUS
-lecturers: mostly good unless ur talkin abt LAN and physics
-passed undang test, waitin to do another 3 hrs of 'amali' then FINALLY on to practical lessons
-goin for dance practice. whee!
-baked mash potato today, turned out mushy.. (wonder why? baked things are supposed to dry out ma rite?)
-helped daddy to drill holes in ppl's skull. (no, the cupboards)

Note: if you notice my post today is quite humourless, its cos i reli don have a sense of humour. I'm not joking. Try not to laugh.
Friday, January 4, 2:09:00 am
2008

a little late for the 'new year' blog post..XD

draft 1
2008=
God,
college,
driving,
new friends,
new church,
growing up,
saving money,
yoga

mmhmm..goals for the year, lookin good lookin good.. but they need a lil tweak.

draft 2
2008=
God,
have fun,
study,
eat,
sleep,
defecate

too many too many.. less goals, more achievements.

final 2008 resolutions
2008= God, eat, sleep, defecate

DONE!


Thursday, January 3, 10:42:00 pm
en route to sex change


i just cut and highlighted my hair today. it was actually not what i reli had in mind but i thought it looked nice anyway.. i was thinkin of doin a retro look, very sexy, sweet, girly but mature. but for too many reasons, i jus did a very boyish style with auburn and blonde highlights on the fringe, outlining the whole cut. i was pretty pleased wit the style at first, but my mum was not reli happy wit it. she said i look very 'lala'. jeez.. she says i waste my money cos actually there was not a lot of highlighting done. which is kinda true la. sigh.. i was dreaming of the perfect hair..


and it turns out like this:


uhuh, i look lyk a gay, sorry, guy.....
some of you don noe it but i actually like watching fashion trends. i do research online abt whts hot and i DON try to follow them. reli quite pointless to know all these trivial stuff but hey, thats entertainment for me. pretty people attract me. full stop.

tomoro, plannin to do some shopping. still havn gotten my college wardrobe yet. actually i was hoping for a total revamp on my outward appearance. but somehow, im still stuck wit me lookin well, like me. i used to think lyk ugly duckling, you noe, somehow i cud spread my wings and fly when i'm 18. but tht doesn seem to be the magic number. oh well.. you gotta live wit wat u got.