i'm dedicating this to all dalmatians out there..

quick update since its late and i meant this to be an emo post

the council party went ok i think. jo's party was fantastic! pics out ltr.
i failed on the road. passed circuit. i curse that car. i CURSE it... stooooopid car...

regular update done, now i want to be emo.

have you ever felt lyk you hate urself?
lyk everyone else is fine and everyone is a good person.
everyone but you.
and ur the most undeserving shithead in the universe.
its not abt any particular thing you hate abt urself, but its jus that you simply don lyk who you are.
it doesn matter if ppl lyk u, u still feel lyk u suck lyk hell..
just a plain FAILURE
you critiscize every single thing you do, you think your personality is the worst you've ever seen. basically you're the worst person you ever met.
nothing about you is right, everything is soo wrong.
its not tht anyone said anything, but you just...feel lyk that.
and its not lyk u done anything seriously evil, but you just HATE yourself.
and nothing anyone says consoles you.
you just don think you deserve any attention, but then again, since you're such a bastard, why would anyone even try to tell you you're ok?
sometimes, ur driven into such desperation that you reli think the world would be so happy without you.
lyk, hey, noone is gonna miss me, and i'm such a nuisance, just get rid of me eh?

but on the bright side, that only happens every once in a while.
when ur hormones start doing weird things
you reli hope you're ok.
and that nothing is wrong
and you'll be alright soon
quite soon actually
so there..

in the college library now. VERY bored, which explains this tag. ltr on, i've got quite a gazillion things to do. CAL student council hawaiian party & jo's pool party TODAY. excited, but will be exhausted. prob will blog abt jo's party wit pics ltr. i so love being busy..

Note to self: try not to get pushed into the pool..

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
Definite answer: Jesus but for now, i'd say Oprah

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
hehe..lucky me. still waitin for the right guy.

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
blog buddies only?? but if friends, i'll take the 5
Sarah: she can use her NS training
Joanna: My gosh..she'll provide endless entertainment
Hui Yee: at least the noise pollution will remind me of the city
Sze: she can draw pics of the sea and when we get back to civilization, sell them for $$$

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
too many!! France, Italy, South Africa, Tibet, Caribbean, Ibiza, Monaco, UK. and one day i must scream "i'm on top of the world!!"

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
haha! i know how to answer this!! i want unlimited wishes!!

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
huh? if u mean lyk clouds wit silver lining, yea i do believe in the whole "it'll get better soon"

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
1 mill isn't nearly enough. 10% to God, 10% on shoppin, 20% on a car, 10% on a holiday wit family n friends. and the rest? investment.

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Err.. tough. i still believe in guys making the 1st move. but of cos, he WILL know..XP

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-funny
-drop-dead gorgeous...lol! well at least he's decent
-ahah! he thinks i can write well!! XP

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Christian. someone...fun

11. Which do you hate the most?
smoking. the act itself, not the person.

12. What is your ambition?
to be successful in the eyes of God but as for profession: lawyer

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
oh, tell me kindly pls..

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God. Family n friends. A clean bed.

15. Describe yourself. 3 pros and 3 cons:
Pros: crazy, mainstream individual, loves food
Cons: loves food, self-conscious, procrastinator!

16. Are you a pessimist?
seldom. only when it comes to things abt myself i guess

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
Confidence.

18. Is there anything that u have done which u regret?
no. live life with no regrets

19. What makes you different?
God!

20. Today is......
painful. got cramps in both calves AND hv to walk to ktm ltr.. BUT i'll be busy..fun..hopefully spontaneous.

twas a friday morn, with birds a-chirping, greeting the new born day..

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been tagged to do this by BRAT stanley. i totally support the cause. not just global warming, but the whole environment thing. its logical you noe? lyk if we don't save the world, there won't BE a world left.
and the best thing is that it doesn't take much, just a little initiative.

imagine, you could be a HERO!!
*drum roll*
(insert your name here) to the rescue!!

haha..kinda lyk that idea. so ppl support the environment! do what you can to help!