who says i can't use the beginning of a post for my title?! btw, daniel i hope you're reading this cos you have to uphold chinese tradition for returning the favour. oh whatever. today is a new day and a new beginning. well, friday, nov 17 2006 only happens once in forever right? what i mean is this day is here only for one day. if you get what i mean, you're smart. anyway, ps i'm gonna crap. hols hols hols. ARE BORING!!! i nvr tot i wud say tht, not wit everything and anything but i jus did say tht so do i look lyk i care? fav phrase now. picked it up from the annoying bro. do i look lyk i care?

i had a terrible day yesterday and the day before. either its pms or some unknown holiday disease i have no idea abt. but anyway, i tend to say a lot of anyways. guess its wat ppl say wen they are thinkin of wat to say nxt.

yest i wrote in the fab 6 diary. it was soothing. i guess anything to do wit writing can give me some peace of mind. i havn written for ages cept this blog here and tht diary la. havn been doin much reading either. well compared to the voracious appetite i had in form 1 and 2. books all the time i tell u. recess oso takin books to read, walkin around the skul corridors oso got books in hand. but i do wonder whre tht bookworm has gone? together wit the spirit of excellence and my results. i mean i do miss the girl i once was and sometimes i wish i cud have her back again. u can call me a dreamer tho i believe i'm pretty grounded in reality. but perhaps too much will pull u into the materialistic, egotistical world of today. i sound lyk i'm writing an essay, not my life.

mayb i shud post my essays for my skul english exam here. i'm reli proud of them. works of art. tho some wonder how i write so much in such a short period of time. i dunno myself. i lyk writing. i didn even find my stories long. tot they were jus normal.

did i tell u of my goals for this hols? right take a look(tho i'm wondering if any of you will be interested in my life, i'm gonna post them out anyway):
1) don't disappoint other ppl.
2) do what i say. and mean it.
3) study. i must get the marks i used to have.
4) look to God
5) work out, tone up. the party is inspiration. so is prom.
6) get back spirit of excellence
7) shut up when my parents are scolding me
8) clean my pig sty
9) get a Christmas present for sunny
10) get out the Cambodia presents and get one for the gift exchange.

there. 10 fantastic goals i must do. MUST. because thts what sunny told me to do. if i can write them out, i must be able to do them. cannot disappoint other ppl anymore. and keep my word.

so shud i end this post? or do i leave you all hanging...