hey but who cares rite? after all its MY blog. i'm not well versed in html so i can't add music and stuff tho i'd reli love to. PS atthiya! ur blog is so gorgeous! i need more pics on mine. definitely. *inspired look*

well i had my first video call... on skype. wit sunny. haha i noe thts not much to blog abt but i'm bored and i don feel lyk sleeping. so here i am, typing nonsense bcos i dunno wht else to type. skyping is fun! wit the right ppl of cos. i mean by right ppl frens la!

boyi miss the girls. reli a lot. ages and ages it seems. and chin mei. poor chin mei. got a sudden call from her today. called me by accident. havn talked to her for a long long time. see, here it comes again. the bad-at-keeping-friends disease. we jus kinda lost touch i gues. me and my own crew, she got her frens. i dunno. we're stil frens yea, but no longer best frens tho i know it shudn be tht way. i mean, for old times sake she's stil a fren but i can hardly tok to her anymore. its lyk strangers who once knew each other. yea. and i don wish i was stil her best fren. i want to move on. i'm sorry ah liao. sigh... why am i such a horrid selfish unfeeling person? i don do this on a daily basis but... i cant blame anyone. i mean, wht kind of fren jus goes and dumps u for another gang. tht ain't a fren.

in stories, u oways get the point of view from the person being dumped. the victim. well its time to show u wht its lyk to be the selfish fren. me. see, i don reli wanna dump ah liao. i wudn even call it dumping in the first place. i wud call it drifting apart wit no attempt to salvage any remaining pieces of friendship. alright, we stil meet each other in skul u noe and the lyk. like, askin each other if we wud lyk to go out for movies or a trip, but it oways ends up as a no. mainly cos since we're in diff classes, and practically two diff worlds. for example i asked her to come to the murder mystery party, she declined. the main reason being tht she doesn't click wit the ppl goin thre. and face it, its not lyk she doesn't lyk the ppl i hang wit, or i hate her gang, but its more of a language cum social barrier. yea so, i guess u can say its my fault. so i'm a horrible person yes i noe. but everyone has their faults. forgive me.

enough. time to watch justin in my love. gosh i love tht song and video!! best dancing EVER!