but i shudn let them get to me rite? life is about choices. and we always can choose what to do or what not to do. you know i actually feel lyk takin that particular post and editing it but i don think i shall now. sigh... let it be, let it be...
ok, back to happy self. switch! heyo wats up ppl! either i'm faking this or i reli am happy. oh well, its good to be happy. and now i shall turn off unhappy thoughts and revert to being happy so i can forget and move on. ok! i've decided to join this perdana essay writing competition. although its a factual essay (kinda), the prizes are reli attractive. malaysians take note! if you're 13 to 25 yrs old, and interested, the contest titles are mostly about our country. u can check it out at http://www.perdana.org.my/portal/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=283&Itemid=99&limit=1&limitstart=2. there's ipod nanos, complete comp workstation, a car(!!), scooter, laptop and handphones. wa............................ if only i can win man.. and thre's interview too! lyk press conference. i hope i can win la. consolation oso not bad wei.. but best is stil the ipods.. oh well. dateline is dec 31. so i actually have to finish by...nxt wk? lots of stuff to do. ooah... don need to study di. shit lor... promise to study the whole hols dunno do wat only. don care la.
sunny isn't back yet. oh! i didn tell u guys i went to blook wit my mum dat day. and i got a pair of shorts, short denim skirt, cargo pants (bet you everyone is gonna call me carrot, but i love the boldness of it anyway) and a red short skirt. boy... best ever clothes i have. and also my more daring ones. those skirts are the only skirts i have! i'm normally a jeans person. but hey! great sale la. blook wor... and good quality some more. okok, i'm a stingy person. ok not stingy but jus watch my money carefully. all my clothes bought on sale. mayb to some of u thts not reli stingy. yea i noe, pasar malam clothes only stingy ma... but many of my frenz don get their clothes on sale. which i think is ok if ur rich but not if ur middle class. oh well, money is only in this world. i'm blessed enough. thank God i even have clothes to wear.
see? am i back to normal? i gues so. its a good way to forget things. by concentratin on the happy things. yay! don need to borrow my mum's stuff so much. i wonder if many girls borrow their mum's clothes. so far, i havn met anyone who shares lots of stuf wit their mums. sometimes my entire outfit is from my mum's closet. esp if its a big dinner we have to go to. but now, since i got my red dress(from blook again), not so much need. but then again that dress is a bit too formal. and i'm growin up and becomin more daring wit my clothes so not so much need too la. but then again i love my mum's clothes so.. hehe..
sometimes she has a big dinner lyk the recent fashion week. she didn have anythin nice that wud fit the theme, night of the orient. so she has this blue peacock shawl from china. and then she jus wrap it around herself and wala! instant outfit! and it looks good too! jus wear a tube underneath. and i helped her arrange it! try out diff wrapping styles. so yea. but musn't be too materialistic. eek.. i wore my new denim skirt to church today. hope it wasn't too short. cos all my jeans got washed and i'm saving the carrot cargo pants for christmas. nobody stared, i hope.
then we went and took photos for makin passport. and mine turned out nice! i actually look good. usually i don't. my mum was complaining she looked awful but she didn la.. look good for her age. hope my kids look good too! shud be ok la.. sunny is good lookin accordin to my mum. i tink.. mezzo mezzo. that is supposed to mean moderate in italian(?), accordin to sze.
hoi! time to go write that essay! oh.. i've got so much to do.. see ya round soon!