giving everyday my best shot
Saturday, December 2, 10:18:00 pm
i'm hurt and angry. but i know tht i'm wasting energy over ppl who don't deserve my energy wasted over.

i'm hurt and i'm angry. gues why? bcos some weirdos said this blog is shitty. i know they are entitled to their own opinion yea. so i'll try to be nice. mayb they are jus a bunch of weirdos lookin for attention, or mayb they got the wrong blog. i mean, I don't go around insultin other ppl's blogs tho i don reli lyk them. sigh... they have to do this to me don't they? but God pls help me feel good abt myself. tht this blog is not shitty. i meant this blog as a musing of my life. of what i observe. and to help other ppl if i may. i shudn care abt wht ppl think right?
i wanna burst actually. reli actually. bcos i am human. and humans do nasty things. most are capable of nice things too. mayb the ppl who commented and said my blog sucks reli don appreciate wht i write. or mayb wat i write reli isn't good at all. but who cares rite? i got a compliment at least from an unknown guy. thank you anton sampras. whoever you are. but whre are the ppl who can comfort u? God alone is my strength and my shield. sigh...
i feel btr now. bloggin reli helps. life is lyk that. there are ppl who can insult you, make u sad and angry but you know that God is watchin over you. and for the number of ppl hu insult u, thre are an equal number if not more who care for you and love you. may this help anyone readin my blog. it was written sincerely and from me being recently insulted.
ah... now i can spill out my feelings for the ppl who insulted me. look, i don reli care if u guys are readin this, but nywayz, i hope it makes u think twice abt insultin other ppl again. don't do unto others wht you don wan others to do unto u. i know, ur basically cowards cos the internet is such a big place. but i bet u, that if u knew me reli, u wudn say that to my face. bcos i don deserve it. no one deserves their blog to be called shitty. insults are bad, comments are good. i mean I don insult your blog, i don insult anyone's blog. or mayb u guys are a bunch of 12 yr olds tryin to act lyk grown ups. ok wait. deep breath. i must keep calm bcos these tak han mou si zhou ppl don deserve my attention and wastage of my energy at gettin angry at them. bcos they simply don understand me and don know me. oh wait, mayb i shud scold them in chinese! then they won know wht i mean. unles they're chinese. oh. haha... good i can actually laugh now. hands up ppl who support me! i love you guys! and the freaks who insulted me too! haha.. cos God say turn the other cheek. tho i doubt these ppl understand basic courtesy. they probably spit on the road, throw rubbish everywhre, curse, smoke, swear. ah... enough. i must get to lyk these guys! i mean, Jesus said to his tormentors, they know not what they do. so yea. i am tryin to do tht.
eh chaoz ppl! and whoever supports me, thanks loadz! cos i know that thre are ppl who are nice too!