i love daniel's blog! i mean i don love daniel cos i'm not the kind of person hu thinks tht cos i lyk the person's ability or work then i love the person. eg. fans of pop stars. i'm not personally a fan of any star but i tink justin timberlake and rain dance reli well. note: i tink they DANCE reli well. i don love them jus cos of that. mayhap u tink i'm a boring person cos i'm so moderate most of the time.
okok i'm not perfect i know! i mean, i THINK i'm moderately patient, i moderately lyk things. wht i'm tryin to say is tht i'm not overly obsessive or compulsive or disorder. ok mayb im not moderately messy in fact i'm super messy! wonder how my hubby gonna live wit me. but i'm moderate in lots of things. i'm a moderate normal person. which is not wht i reli want or mayb it is i don even know. but i do know tht i'm different bcos everyone is diff. so wht i'm reli crappin abt is tht bein normal and bein diff is actually ur own thinking, view point, state of mind and a thousand other words that all mean the same thing=your opinion. actually the way ppl look at life is always interesting since thre are so many ppl out thre, they all think differently on all sorts of things. i'm technically stating the obvious but in a roundabout way. i mean, think abt it. its nice and interesting to think tht the world is such a huge place but sometimes you can meet an old fren in a city far from ur hometown. or well, u even are frens wit tht fren even tho thre are so many ppl out in the world. u got the chance to BE tht person's fren, and he/she yours. its good to think tht. and thinkin abt life keeps u young i believe. and blogging too! hehe..
but i was goin to say somethin. i find tht i am a very lazy doin-nothin kind of person. first, i don keep up wit frens, i don bother to make frens, i don bother keepin my family happy, i don even bother gettin to know my extended family lyk cousins, grandparents, aunts or uncles. heck, tht is supposedly sad but i don even feel guilty! mayb slightly but yea.. wht kind of person is this? tht is so lonely and selfish and anti social?!?! i oso dunno. see, i wasn lyk this. when i was young, i was always bubbly and happy and i loved to be the center of attention. stil do but i don even work for it. i have now a reli tidak apa attitude towards life. how can? i mean this is NOT good.
anti socal? i suppose so. i'm lyk pretty secluded from the outside world. lyk my dad says, always wrapped up in your own tiny world. and here i was tellin u guys to think abt the whole big world.
gosh.. shud i get out more? i don wanna meet new ppl, don wanna make new frens, don wanna talk to other ppl.. unless life makes me. i mean, i'm perfectly happy so wat if i don make new frens or get to noe new ppl? oh sher wud prob be disappointed in tht sentence. i gues mayb cos sunny is playin a big part in my life and i'm jus contented to have him and i'm contented wit my gang of frensa and family. i aredi have enough to do without somemore stuff..
but whre's the spirit? the funk? the excitement and adventure? thre's time for me to do those wen i'm older. YOU ARE YOUNG!! LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST!! BUT DON SMOKE, DO DRUGS OR PROSTITUTE. or other bad things for tht matter. get out girl! get out of ur cooped up shell of a life. fly urself, out of the fluffy feather-downed nest u made for urself. NOW is the time to go out and make new GOOD friends. and always keep the LORD by your side. protect urself and be all tht you can be.
what sher said wen she didn wan BGR was true. it makes u stop goin out, stop meetin new ppl, stop knowin new ppl. you get reli known to be anti-social or shy. and wen ur in tht relationship, u don realize u are not gettin to know ppl, who can all play a part in helping urself to grow. oh i've made a mistake of shuttin myself from the world, of jus concentratin on sunny. self-realization is reli good. try it sometime. but don worry my faithful readers, i'm not breakin up wit sunny anytime soon. in fact, i hope we be together forever.
but now since i self-realized, i shud get to work on self-improve. lol. sounds lyk u noe the instant kind of foodstuff or thing. this God-made product/human is:
1) self-improving
2) self-realizing
3) self-oriented
4) self-absorbed
5) self-motivating
6) self-consuming
and best of all: self-destructing.

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