tomoro we're havin bbq. 3 of us. out of 9. friends.

back in hometown, i wrote this.
a minx, a vixen
out to snare and break everyone's heart
just like you broke mine
what have i become?
which border have i not crossed?
love, i have lost.
HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED.
i have come
to hurt and destroy
you will regret
coming to your real fun funeral

note: nothin to do wit me personally. just random jottings when i was in pensive mood.

exam is near yet i fail to study. debate is on and i havn got any info. oh dead. i might as well do that now. today is hw day. tho i don think i can finish all of it.

i have learnt the world is not what it seems.
to fall, to fail, to judge and to be fooled.
i have done all those.
yet i'm none the wiser.

add math. doing questions. rah got some wrong. so she started singing( to the tune of you're beautiful by james blunt). goes something lyk this wit extra added by me:

my life is ruined
my math is poor
i saw a zero
on my paper

it smiled to me on the subway
it was grinning evilly
and i know that soon enough
"integration" was the key

Chorus:
i am a failure
i am a failure its true
there must be a "constant"
wit a smile on its face
and i dunno wat to do
cos i'll never pass add math

lalalala...lalalala... lalalalalala....

did i type wrongly? nope i didn.. recalling previous episodes of toilet experiences. hmm... i don think u wan me to describe them.

mamak gang is back! well sorta.. jo has sadly left us(he went home), and we got 2 new members! sherz and dwayne. well, rah rah has aredi the honour of recording my naughtiest deed to date, but thre is nothin lyk a personal account correct? hehe... here goes..

i was experimenting on limau seeds in my ais limau drink. they happen to go up my straw. brainwave!! rah rah was to be the helpless guinea pig. raising the straw, evilness gained control over me and i shot her wit my new invention, the lime seed shooter! haha! dwayne got my second shot right in the face!! oops... sorry..XP i dunno why i was so nakal, but hey, everyone has moments of weakness. and... the best part has yet to come. after the waiter recorded our bill, he had the honour of being my 3rd victim. poor guy.. i shot his shirt. the seed got stuck there..

then ltr we headed back to skul drunk, crazy and laughing till, quote rah:"our intestines got twisted" three of us gals walked arm in arm back to skul, waved together at unsuspecting kian nam, pooped on the sidewalk(or rather we claimed we did) and generally made a fool of ourselves. too bad had to rush home early.

yes, tht is today's story. hols are here and everyone in skul, even teachers were almost hyper. during assembly nearly everyone making announcements wished everyone a happy chinese new yr. even the teachers sent representatives to wish us. wow... chs is lyk one big happy family.

oh yes, before i forget, i wanna raise the question of prom. who is doing prom?? pls pls somebody do it. i can't do it, mummy has banned me.. waha... form 5 won end without prom. i've got a few suggestions but who is getting up the committee?? prom cannot be doomed..

14 february. singles, i know what it is lyk. couples, i havn't got to that yet. yet i wud describe myself as an in-between. atas pagar. havin dated but not been thru valentines. sigh.. don listen to song lyrics. they lie, or rather they are only an expression of someone else's thoughts. go write your own story, live your own life, tell your own dream.

get togethers, break-ups and make-ups. 3 stages of dating. sometimes, ppl are lucky and only need to go first stage. sometimes ppl are unlucky, so reach the second stage. and the luckiest ones are those who reach third stage cos at least they get a second chance. i think.
i lyk the phrase 'break-ups and make-ups'. sounds nice. 'breakdowns and meltdowns' don sound too bad either. i'm jus reli ranting abt my status but i don think i care tht much after all. jus too bored and wanted to think of a topic to write up here. after all, who expects students lyk me to have much exp anyway.

yea, sometimes i get a lil big headed and write up all those advice but well, jus my suggestions. i believe all decisions, must be contemplated, and come from your ownself. lyk truly consider other ppl's advice, and jus apply the good ones. doesn't mean i'll stop giving advice! i think i'm giving out more now in fact.. haha. well good luck determining which dimension i'm in now ppl. good night!

haha! prove all you bad ppl out thre who say my blog sucks. thre are ppl who think it doesnt!! whee!!

k... deep breath.. phew.. long and tiring week. again. never ending errands to run, chores to do, tuition to go to. its good to be a genius. then you don need all that tuition. wat to do, i wan my a's to get into good college and then good uni.

i met this reli interesting girl in tuition. she doesn't believe in studying. actually she's pretty smart la, can be straight a's student. she can lyk study chem the day before exam and get 88 for it. and she's very independant. lyk she does part time selling stuff for other ppl la. and she's on another spectrum away from the normal ppl i meet. her thinking is reli one of a kind, have to talk to her before you know that. she's not a weirdo at all, she is actually very in kind of girl. i didn know how small my world is. reli interesting.

there is more than one dimension of humans, more than one level of expression, an almost 3D effect, tht i didn know existed until ppl show their stripes. you think you know this person very well but one day, you find out that you actually don't know him or her at all. its not a surprise, its jus something you didn know existed. that innate capability of humans to have hidden meanings, the playing of words and speech, deceiving yet convincing. but also sometimes, they do many extraordinary feats, acts of extreme kindness that makes you think, hey, this world isn't that bad after all. ppl who go out of the way, walk the extra mile, are awe-inspiring. and they exist. because EVERY single one, i believe, has the potential to be great. its jus taking and seizing opportunities, grabbing and fighting for what is YOURS.
THE END. another philosophical speech by yours truly.

muahahaha... its me back to being the me i love. yes, lets describe wat in the freaky world is wrong wit our weather! its cold in the mornings, extremely hot AND sunny in the afternoons and freaky cold at night. putting logic aside, i've come up wit this:
1) mornings are cold, thats why i keep going to the toilet so many times
2) afternoons are hot, i drink more water, go to toilet.
3) i havn figured out a reason why i go to toilet at night. XP
4) love is in the air. so are break-ups. (its gonna be valentine's. boys, get ready. girls, get pretty)
5) ppl talk less in the mornings and start talking more in the afternoons, thus generating lots of heat energy.
6) lame-0's lyk me type nonsense at night. mayb we're absorbing too much oxygen so its hotter?
7) delicious, hot girls on mtv dancing.. any male species's fantasy. and also for me to observe.
8) cool, yeng guys.. wahaha.. NOT my type. only for observing.
9) i prob observe too many things

kk.. its kinda getting lame... wait, chinese new year!! time for money ($$), food (oh the fatness), family (sam gu lok po) and friends (trash sarah's house! sorry pn joyce, room!). and peanuts! happy nutty chinese new year ppl!

i tell you, our class is craaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzzzeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

contoh 1:
andrew pulling his janggut. and clipping a paper clip to it. it swings! and he always asks this question, 'what if it bounce?' if u ever meet him, don expect to answer that right.

contoh 2:
goin 'rise and shine!' and smelling their armpits. Gosh... i do not know them.

contoh 3:
calling teachers 'sayang...' ee... hair raising.

contoh 4:
clapping and going 'ooo...' everytime something happens. so gues who is the noisiest in all the science classes??

its amazing we havn had a buku kawalan YET. pity our poor yin nang. but i love this class la.. all the interesting ppl reli make days easier in skul.

oh! class page and shirt! the class page is gonna look somethin lyk.. ops! not suppose to tell you. in case thre are rival spies from other classes... envy us ppl! talking abt envy, Sze got GUCCI Envy Me perfume!! from some certain someone. i tell you that person reli is so nice. she jus mentioned it and that person got it for her. walao... haha. we were talking abt it tht day, when Sze tot it was 2 perfumes, one GUCCI Envy and the other GUCCI Me.
ok now you say 'GUCCI Me' out loud? it sounds lyk 'gu ji me' right?? haha.. it means tickle me in chinese slang. we were laughing so much over that man.. the ignorance of mat sallehs. haha..

aw.. he looks so forlorn.