as she walked past, i could see why now, why you left me, not because of her, but because of me

i am hurting to the core, yet noone hears me, except God

look at this sunny outlook, where deep within, there lies a little girl, crying in her corner

i thought it was over, but no it has just begun, never ending, chase of fun

why me? i wonder, why me? i pray, you told me forever, but you did not stay

and now, i see, she's much better than me

confidence is the key, but where is it? where does this angel lie? when the devil speaks not the truth

i cannot find it, but yet i must say i can, what mindset is this? not me not i

noble notions, evil emotions, puzzling questions, all in the back of my mind

over and over again, two questions bounce back and forth.

where is my confidence? why she not me?

this is what i'm trying to solve, yet i cannot find the key!

hang it all! oh go boil your head! in a pile of rotten stew!

this horrible life, this murderous toil, has left me in a rue