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zombie is back(how long i dunno)

hehe.. zombie blog's back.. half dead half alive? no idea.

anyway, em.. wat hapend? i had exams, sports day(waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay HOT!!!!), crammin for exam, which isn over. wat else? practicing piano a lil more, failed to qualify for asean and er yea, hols. basically jus tht. and crappin lots wit sara and sarah. even tho it was exam season, stil yakking away for at least an hour.

you know, exam in skul, has to be described as a season. terrible. long, hard, winter, dreadful season of slogging, cramming, memorising, tembaking and praying reli hard you shot well. well i don pray THAT hard but you get me. and you would have thought the teachers wud have given us a hol after tht but lucky us, we get exam, hols THEN exam again. not very nice to have to study in ur hols.

wish we could study lyk that. under a tree, cold wind blowin, birds singin..bliss

oh i do wish i had the drive to go blog everyday. not lyk i don lyk writing oso. speakin abt writing, i failed my english essay terribly. by the end of it i was crying. well, i felt terrible. for me, no offense, but english has always been a breeze. and i couldn even shit out a decent essay for exam! lyk i changed topic around 3,4 times. the end product was only written 15 minutes before the paper ended. wrote one side of the paper and 1 paragraph more. and my writing is not exactly small. write write write, sounded awful, scrap. i guess exam is jus not the time to risk tryin diff writing styles. i did it before for exam, turned out alright but not this time la. worse possible essay in my life ever. ugh! but i pride myself for being able to bounce back out of any difficulty. i promised myself i'll never be someone depressed, and i'll always try to be happy. life is, after all, far too short to be wasted on depression and anger.

anger, i think is prob my least favourite subject. but i know this very effective trick, at least for me, is to imagine yourself as the better person by not getting angry. my theory is, that person is an idiot so my precious energy shall not be wasted on gettin angry wit that stupid fella. he does not deserve my energy which shall be used for btr things. ie pulling pranks. takes away the pain and brings enjoyment. but i seldom ever get around to doin tht cos i'm lyk, heh? lazy la...