i dunno, after reading someone's blog, i find tht i turned out to be the exact same person i don wanna be. look, i'm turning out all girly and dumb blondish! aargh!! metamorphosis wasn in my initial plan of growin up. i mean, from ugly duckling to swan is ok, but from nerd-o to some dumb blonde? oh freak.... forget it, i jus realized tht its prob a major turn off to some ppl when i giggle and go mad. totally spoilt my mood today. blah.... hate it hate it hate it. hate growin up. sometimes i wonder whther other ppl havn grown up and are stil childish or am i the one who is childish and immature. freak...