did i do what i'd said?
or did i just say what i'd do?
the things i should have done, i did not.
the ones i should not, need i say more?
you could not have been more right,
when you said i was wrong

leaving
i don't want to be chained
to guilty memories
of chances i did not take
of apologies not granted
of sorries not said

curse me, kick me, leave me on the ground
for i deserve nothing
less than revenge
take this golden opportunity
to bring me to my knees
every last drop of emotion
pour on me my dread

and after your round of pleasure
may it be my turn
to shower the greatest blessings
upon one who should deserve

therefore to all,
it might be a little late
i'll take my chances

to say sorry
for mistakes i have made
to apologize
for all hurt caused
to grieve
for what is lost
to rejoice
when love is found
to bond
in what time left

reconciliation
maybe that be the best
but i don't wish for forgiveness
unless
unless you suggest

to forgive and forget
past misdeeds
wrought by unknowing hands
i hope then when i depart
i'd have found a little of what
little there is of friendship