en route to sex change


i just cut and highlighted my hair today. it was actually not what i reli had in mind but i thought it looked nice anyway.. i was thinkin of doin a retro look, very sexy, sweet, girly but mature. but for too many reasons, i jus did a very boyish style with auburn and blonde highlights on the fringe, outlining the whole cut. i was pretty pleased wit the style at first, but my mum was not reli happy wit it. she said i look very 'lala'. jeez.. she says i waste my money cos actually there was not a lot of highlighting done. which is kinda true la. sigh.. i was dreaming of the perfect hair..
and it turns out like this:


uhuh, i look lyk a gay, sorry, guy.....
some of you don noe it but i actually like watching fashion trends. i do research online abt whts hot and i DON try to follow them. reli quite pointless to know all these trivial stuff but hey, thats entertainment for me. pretty people attract me. full stop.
tomoro, plannin to do some shopping. still havn gotten my college wardrobe yet. actually i was hoping for a total revamp on my outward appearance. but somehow, im still stuck wit me lookin well, like me. i used to think lyk ugly duckling, you noe, somehow i cud spread my wings and fly when i'm 18. but tht doesn seem to be the magic number. oh well.. you gotta live wit wat u got.