was out at mv jus now wit sze, jo, eu chern and hon lum. i feel so terrible. hon lum treated us to lunch/dinner at 5pm. japanese. and it cost rm242.65. im feelin lyk an a**hole. i jus bloody raped the guy!! for a meal!! and he was so so so nice abt it.

some ppl might say, oh if he said its alright, then too bad for him la. but i feel lyk i failed in bein a good Christian. miserably. i jus gave God a bad name. Jesus is so not lyk tht. and i hate myself for it. but i shudn be so sensitive you say? ah.. its jus my conscience then. i've aredi offered to pay him back, but he denied my request. sigh... i'll nvr do somethin lyk tht again. jeez.. not worth a guilt trip. but then again, its jus me alright?

on another note, actually the day has been reli fun. met up wit eu chern and wel, i think he looks nice wit semi bald hair. more..guy-ish. oh jo! she reli could look good if she dresses up. but she refuses!! haha... i wish i'd taken her pic in the dressing room. lovely long toned legs. and hon lum looks btr now, wit contacts and all. tho a bit lala. sze, she jus looked damn hot as usual la. and me? the usual middle sex la.

reli, do i strike ppl as a lil lesbian? to clarify things, i reli am not. i totally dig guys, and to tel the truth, i wish i cud jus find a guy that God picks for me. and besides, not to be bias or anythin, but my religion doesn allow it. mayb its the way i dress. or cos i am so loud its impossible to imagine me being feminine(even i cant! haha!) but im truly stil a girl, which i must accept, even though it comes wit a lot of weird(and i mean freakin weird!) hormonal changes. i've always managed to suppress everythin, but now, its gettin out of control. so guys, i'm sorry but the truth is: ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO UNDERSTAND WOMEN. even i don get them sometimes. pff toff!

ok, back to today's events. kicked off wit sweeney todd(which made jo late for work). JOHNNY DEPP, TIM BURTON(director) AND HELENA BONHAM CARTER ARE GENIUSES!!! the movie was morbid, but artistic in tht way. its a musical so naturally the soundtrack is great. dark and gory, the whole movie damn syok! johnny, tim and helena have worked a lot together, and always their movies, are the unexpected kind.
johnny is so good until i reli hope, tht in real life, he isn't as demented as he is in the movie. he reli brought out the anger and frustration tht a wronged person wud feel. and the darkness of his eyes..scary. this movie is definitely not for ppl who cannot stand blood. bits of it are pretty disgusting, cos its quite cruel the way the ppl get killed. helena bonham carter's character, is a light hearted version, but quite on the verge of insanity too i think. she plays gothic characters very well. the other actors, i won elaborate much. Judge Turpin(?) played by Prof. Snape, suits the role very well. so does the beadle(Wormwood of HarryPotter?). Sacha Baron Cohen(Borat) does accents fabulously and definitely can act. the Anthony guy, pretty boy, but cannot act to save his life. the girl oso. hardly remember her name..
So thats my take on SWEENEY TODD: DEMON BARBER OF FLEET STREET

February 3

TRANSFORMERS:
ok i'm so out date but i reli reli reli lyk this movie. and it doesn help tht i watched it after my first drivin lesson. Bumblebee!!! i loved the chase scene of Bumblebee and the police car. i kinda understand why guys love cars now. its the speed. and how a machine can be "alive". i think the director did a good job in makin a movie tht appealed to both guys and gals. prob thts why it was so popular. guys wil love Mikaela and the cars, and the girls(lyk me) learn how to appreciate cars btr. the only complaint i have is tht they dragged the plot out too long.

driving lesson: had my first lesson yest. and it was so syok!! although i drove only in gear 1, i managed not to stall the car tho its my first time on manual. *grins* i felt reli good after tht cos my partner, she stalled her car for 7 times when she first learnt from her dad. but i also felt manly.. hehe.. i didn drive above 20, but not cos i didn want to!! the instructor wudn let me.. it was rainin and i wanted to drive faster. the fella keep sayin "slow down! slow down!" argh! sexism i bet... so yes, i felt good abt driving. still do!