i'm dedicating this to all dalmatians out there..

quick update since its late and i meant this to be an emo post

the council party went ok i think. jo's party was fantastic! pics out ltr.
i failed on the road. passed circuit. i curse that car. i CURSE it... stooooopid car...

regular update done, now i want to be emo.

have you ever felt lyk you hate urself?
lyk everyone else is fine and everyone is a good person.
everyone but you.
and ur the most undeserving shithead in the universe.
its not abt any particular thing you hate abt urself, but its jus that you simply don lyk who you are.
it doesn matter if ppl lyk u, u still feel lyk u suck lyk hell..
just a plain FAILURE
you critiscize every single thing you do, you think your personality is the worst you've ever seen. basically you're the worst person you ever met.
nothing about you is right, everything is soo wrong.
its not tht anyone said anything, but you just...feel lyk that.
and its not lyk u done anything seriously evil, but you just HATE yourself.
and nothing anyone says consoles you.
you just don think you deserve any attention, but then again, since you're such a bastard, why would anyone even try to tell you you're ok?
sometimes, ur driven into such desperation that you reli think the world would be so happy without you.
lyk, hey, noone is gonna miss me, and i'm such a nuisance, just get rid of me eh?

but on the bright side, that only happens every once in a while.
when ur hormones start doing weird things
you reli hope you're ok.
and that nothing is wrong
and you'll be alright soon
quite soon actually
so there..