HOLS ARE HERE!!!


thats why i get to post..XP


i was thinkin abt whre i'd be a yr from now. prob on my flight to NUS? LSE? XXX?

but the point is, i've nvr left home for long. and i wondered a lot.

like, what to pack? am i gonna cry when i leave my dog? i hope my grandma won cry. and which dress and shoes to take? XP am i gonna meet my someone thre?

and that got me thinkin abt my friends who are away from home. Sarah, Jyh, Daniel, YY.. i put myself in their shoes and yea, its tough living alone i guess. no one to take care of you except yrself. wash ur own clothes, get ur own food, clean ur own room and toilet, motivate urself...

but now i'm more on the "how the hell am i gonna get my sorry butt to uni?"
more importantly, no money! i'm dying to get myself to some good uni for law but frankly, it is so damn blooody expensive!!! why is it that people don wan us to study anymore? admittingly, i am half nerd, not true blood. and God knows how TOUGH it is to get into some good uni AND have the money too...

shall i tell you my secret dream?
I want to go to Oxford. and....
Jardine may help me!
Its a super competitive, highly difficult scholarship to get. i'm not even going to pretend i am good enough for it. but i HAVE to try.. looks like i'm up for another round of applications... plus LNAT and UCAS. i have 3(yelp!) applications to do this hols.

small update, i didnt get the GIC scholarship, basil passed to the next round. i know i screwed up my interview. my mouth just spilled horrendous loads of rubbish. blek.. eek.. well at least i now know what NOT to do for an interview.

perdna essay results still not out.. waitin impatiently.. and me b'day around some 20 days corner.. not to mention the looming AS EXAMZZZZ...
well for trials, i guess i did ok, considering the fact tht i did not reli work my butts out.

sigh..jus thinkin abt uni is gettin me very worried.. financial situation is not exactly great here. i know i'm such a huge burden on my parents pocketstrings.. but God gives us trials to test us i guess.. jus need to hold on and do well.