BUT I'll jus mini update u guys la
Few days before, made acar, which is pickled vege la.. Whats so imp abt tht? Its my grandma's recipe from her grandma's grandma's aunt's sister, all the way from Java.....and so on and so forth.. (it tasted AWESOME btw).. Anyway, I like doing things with my Mama. Call me old-fashioned or something, but really, I kinda treasure the times we have. Maybe its to make up for the short time i had with Yeh Yeh(grandad). Okk, I'm weird yes I know, but old fogies have fantastic stories to tell. Reallly! Scandals, love stories, swindlers.. Its like a bloody soap opera!!

oops, I did say mini update right?

ok, christmas, raped a chicken according to Jamie Oliver's recipe. The stuffing was nicer than the bird itself but oh well..Dinner with family, quiet kinda.. I don have any paternal cousins see..
Went to church..normal christmas do.. Shereen was dancing, met Cait and Ruth..

Boxing Day, missed Shereen's birthday party.. Gah.. I'm sorry Shereen.. Cleaned apartment, exhausted but nice din at Nong and Jimmy's. Really really nice authentic Thai food, but all the way in Ampang, so mostly inaccessible..

Been at the library a lot, to study and catch up A2. Failing horribly. Gah...Tomorrow. Promise.
Read so many books! Heaven! And you guys seriously, read The Shack. Awe inspiring and provocative. Havn't read such a good book for a long long time.. Not since, Thousand Splendid Suns. Watched Capote, great movie. And Dark Knight. Awesome too.. Want to get Breakfast at Tiffany's, both movie and book.

Will be heading to Chiang Mai on New Year's Day, so before I forget-eth,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!
K, my responsibility is done. On to message for myself.

After reading The Shack (told you it was inspiring), my eyes have like, opened. I've totally been going around with eyes wide shut. Worrying about my future and such. AND I've learnt not to "put God first". Really, it should be, "Put God in the CENTER" . I must edit my resolutions. And thats all I really wanted to tell myself.