I have to decide and/or do nothing about which uni I'm going to. Because, suddenly my mum, throws me this suggestion: "My colleagues told me there are unis in Sweden that provide free tuition even for international students. Go check it out" And guess what, there really are free unis there, for many courses. And the unis are really world class. Thing is, Sweden is changing this in 2010. Secretly, I don't really wanna go Europe, and I won't be able to practice law here if I do read law there.

But my mum insists on being optimistic. "Just check some more, go international whatever. Don't need come back home la.." Yo.. My heart drop la.. I told her I don't really wanna go. She said, consider it. Right now, I can't. The idea is like, very far fetched la.. I've already tried so hard to look for scholarships, best is Southampton. You know, life doesn't like giving hand-outs. Just debt.

But I know she's thinking like, "Your results are so good, sure can find better alternative than Southampton" She doesn't realize (or maybe she doesn't want to), that there are so many hundreds of straight A's students, from CAL alone. The rest of the world is just as good, or even better than me. How the heck am I supposed to get a free education? At a renowned uni?ROAR!!!!

RELIEF

My kindy has more teachers now. And less kids cos the parents scared of H1N1. So now the teachers are more lax. And I don't teach anymore cos 2 new teachers replaced me already. So I'm just a babysitter now. BOOOOORRRIIINNGG....And I was put in charge of concert decorations. Me?! Who can't draw to save my life? Sigh..Just gotta try my best.

~Lord help me