Change, is something all of us go through on a daily basis. But I don't know if I'm ready to go. If you asked me during my finals if I was ready to go UK, I'd have said yes immediately. Now, I'm not so sure. There's a lot of things and people I'll miss here. Numero uno, family, friends and my dog. Secondly, food. And cheap stuff. I think I'll go insane over there cos I'll keep converting everything to ringgit. LOL. Maximum I can spend, is like 15 pounds=rm100. Ringgit is so weak..

I should start consoling myself.. XP Really looking forward to the life in uni. Hopefully, it'll be fun. And my uni looks awesome. So many facilities, conveniently placed. The independence I'll cherish, probably liberating to be out from under parental surveillance. Really have to start taking care of myself. Thank goodness, I'll at least have a friend going with me. I really wanna get that accent. XP and meet new people. I'l have about a week to assimilate myself, so hopefully, staying alone will not be such a daunting task. Really really hope I'll make some good friends. Real friends at least. Have to remind myself to be open minded and learn to embrace different cultures. I have to not be an outsider anymore.

Coming to that, I think my life is gonna change. I can't possibly stay the way I am, and hope to fit in. No, I think there's a lot of work to be done so that my life there is as comfortable as possible. I mean, I'm not gonna change my core values. Just, perhaps when I come home, I'll be slightly different than before.

~changing me