On another note, my PS is coming along well.. Its just the 3rd time I've restarted it. Thank goodness its not the 100th. I don think I'll do well for this exams..Too busy doing the PS. I know its my own fault for procrastinating.. But I'm changing. I can feel it.

Physically, have started to gain stamina. Slowly..I feel slightly stronger. And I'm starting to like running. Its fun! Especially when I achieve my target. Feels so good.. But have to rest for prob a week, cos I'm having shin splints. So I'm cross training, rowing and biking. I dunno how other ppl burn so many calories so fast. In 30 mins I usually burn 150 when I row, but I see the other ppl do the same in half the time..I don have that much energy to row so intensely laa...But I know I will be able to do it soon, perhaps in another months time.

Thing is, I've put on 1 kg!! Grr...I hope its muscle, not fat..Cannot be fat right? I've been eating properly, trying to minimize fat in my diet, exercise 4 times a wk at least..And for some weird reason, my shorts are tighter..I hope last weeks weight is becos of my aunty..Tomoro must weigh again.

Mentally and socially, I feel btr too.. Mayb its cos I got my new boots, which feel like school shoes. XP I loved my school shoes. Flat, comfy, soft, and very ME. I'm trying to be friendlier, smiling more, saying hi more..And I feel like a good person. I'm on my way there! Feel slightly more confident. I'm starting to do things because I want to, not bcos I have to. Other than tutorials, cos they're not reli relevant to the current exam, but they're over and done with anyway..

K, PS a-calling..And trying to make peanut butter chicken..

~Lord I need your strength