I think this book is not helping much in determining who I am. But I shall read on to find out. So, today's chapter is that I'm not an accident. Or rather, God created me specifically for His purpose. So regardless of what happens to me, its for God's greater purpose. One which I will never understand I think.

I'm at a loss as to who I am. My personality for example, has changed and shifted with the crowd I mix with, and the place I'm in. I guess the only trait I know I have for certain, is the ability to sort of blend in. What I'm worried about is that that trait points to a certain lack of personality in me. Why can't I establish myself as a person, and not let circumstances or other people dictate who I should be? I know there's a balance between keeping me as I am, and getting along with others. Am I such a pushover that I go with any flow that takes me? Or is it just that I'm trying to understand people by following their ways? Guess it depends on perspective.

~still understanding?