Have started sighing again. I thought I stopped this habit ages ago. But Mummy and some of my friends pointed it out to me and I catch myself doing it again, especially in office. I'm blaming it on the stress from work these past few  weeks. Used to have these bouts of sighing in secondary school. But mentally I feel okay. Like, healthily stressed lol, like there is such a thing. I mean, its not at a level where I am freaking out. But have been rather tensed lately, shoulders all raised and stuff. Wow, I can't imagine sustaining this level for long. I mean 2 weeks and I'm already feeling it? Need to find a mechanism to destress. And do I want to be like this for the next 30 years of working life? Mayhap time to rethink about my career goals and aims in life. Happiness vs financial stability. Also maybe I should do some yoga, it helped a lot in school. Then I can be both happy and have sufficient finances. Not sure if I can cope juggling a job and having kids. I'm amazed at what my mother could do. And other mothers too. Lord, praying for help everyday.